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New episode: From self-blame to self-discovery

Updated: Oct 24

Recognising old patterns and becoming a better version of ourselves - my experience





In my 150th episode, I embark on a transformative journey exploring the profound impacts of unlearning perfectionism and embracing self-compassion.


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This episode is inspired by a listener's question and delves into the personal exploration of self-blame and recovery, especially in the context of Long Covid. It emphasizes the importance of acknowledging lifestyle factors that can influence our health and well-being. The wisdom of Maya Angelou, encapsulated in her quote,


"Do the best you can until you know better. Then, when you know better, do better,"

serves as a guiding light throughout this exploration. By understanding and unlearning pre-illness habits, we open pathways to resilience and growth.


The question that sparked off this episode is

Hi Jackie, I just listened to your episode with Dan neuffer. I heard you mention that a big piece of recovery for you was identifying what you were doing before becoming unwell that contributed, while also not blaming yourself. I can really relate as I was also very stressed, perfectionistic, overworking and over exercising prior to having covid. My question is, can you speak to how you did this? How did you work through the self blame (if you had any) and come to an embodied understanding that it wasn't your fault? Thank you :)

The first segment of the episode addresses the role that stress, perfectionism, and a relentless work ethic may have played in the speaker's illness. It's a candid reflection on the personal journey of navigating self-blame while acknowledging that becoming unwell was not their fault. The episode stresses the value of identifying lifestyle factors contributing to stress and how therapy can facilitate this process. Therapy serves as a tool to dig deep into patterns that, while possibly protective in childhood, may become detrimental in adulthood. This awareness is the first step towards healing, allowing for a more resilient self to emerge.


As we move into the second segment, the focus shifts to the journey of self-compassion and authenticity. Here, we explore the transformative power of releasing blame and embracing the present without the burden of perfection. The episode underscores the courage and discipline required to confront and unlearn past patterns, drawing inspiration from Taoism's concept of the first and second arrow. This metaphor illustrates how we can control our reactions to life's challenges, shaping our path forward. The conversation emphasizes gratitude, highlighting its role in focusing on what truly matters—health, joy, and connection.


The episode also celebrates the podcast's 150th milestone, expressing gratitude to the audience for their continued support. It's a moment of reflection on the joy of connecting with listeners and the importance of gratitude in personal growth. The host shares a glimpse into holiday plans, illustrating the balance between work and leisure. The episode wraps up with the reminder that the journey isn't about becoming someone new, but rather unbecoming what isn't truly us, allowing our authentic selves to shine.


This episode offers a deep dive into the themes of self-awareness, therapy, and the journey towards self-compassion. It encourages listeners to embrace their authentic selves by unlearning perfectionism and adopting a mindset of gratitude and resilience. The insights shared serve as a powerful reminder that while we cannot change the past, we can control our reactions and move forward with greater awareness and compassion.


Listeners are invited to join in celebrating this milestone episode, reflecting on the transformative power of authenticity and self-care. By embracing joy and letting go of stress, we pave the way for genuine growth and healing. The episode serves as an inspiring call to action for anyone on the path of recovery, offering hope and encouragement to those navigating their journey with Long Covid or similar challenges.


As the podcast continues to evolve, the focus remains on connecting with the audience, sharing personal stories, and providing insights that inspire change and foster resilience. This episode is a testament to the power of storytelling and the impact of sharing experiences that resonate with others, offering a beacon of hope and understanding in the complex journey of self-discovery and healing.

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